The Timing of Discovering Streets Participates in Naming Them in the Past? Get Your head wrapped around THAT one...
(There is SO MUCH to write here... taken down from notes that I made regarding what was going on at the time having to do with what the street name was for by some miracle! This will be added soon...)
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It may really surprise you when you stop finding answers or coming to conclusions... instead, just gather absolutely EVERYTHING as incomplete instead of true or false.. this will leads to a much better understanding of reality or what is going on although you might be constantly witnessing something previously understood as impossible?
The phenomenon of Street Names seemingly responding to my living once is amazing to witness! Is this happening because of how 101+ definitions of any given name are found at the very beginning of the Sixteen Scented Celebration? A person is supposed to wake up to their own name on the 6th and then have several proud definitions found for another's name who is woken up to this on the 9th as this represents saving ourselves from being caught underneath the left side of the rainbow as the Pisces Ax is thrown to free people from bondage while the gust of wind carries the most motivation for sending positive echoes everywhere into our past while we undergo a form of reprogramming as human beings to wake ourselves up to what was found in previously visited areas that may have been sick for the mind due to where bacteria or other types of garbage may have been found that provided the "potty thought zone" where all of the worst ideas were found and hopefully never taken into form that takes shape in the future?
I have recently attempted to prove (how could what I provided as proof not count!? I have SEVERAL videos of my trip across the country going through foreign places never before seen as each street name would seemingly be responding to what was going on regarding my brain, discussion, or music that I was listening to...)
Originally, I had made an Instagram account for documenting this phenomenon but recently decided that a simple blog may be better to weed out some of what might be coming through from the "dark web" or whatever as Instagram might have a lot more hackers or those types of accounts or profiles going through everything... but while it was up it was @adamark.spoon in all of its glory being quite literally the center of the universe?!
There was a long journey across the country and luckily I still have all of the videos to upload soon!
Here we are somewhere in Arizona...
Names of California like rIVErside & heMET
How was the "Ran" put in the name Rancho Bernardo?
Mysterious How the Names of Portland Seemed to Expand into San Diego?!
Amberglen Park Way from Portland leads to what in Glendale, California?
WOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOW driving around Los Angeles has been quite the experience as I feel like the only person who understands jokes that the city made for my mind to convince me to stay here and help them build it up into something better! Very beautiful and something I am not going to do alone anymore... I really made a huge mistake saving myself for that girl IF she was with another while not having faith in herself OR ME absolutely kills my sex drive. I had no way of knowing if she was praying for me waiting for me or just wasting my LIFE AND TIME KILLING MYSELF FOR NOBODY. I absolutely need more help to do this for her but people have not allowed it because of jealousy or what they have been watching her do without telling me WHY! Out of my car has been too hard but getting a place is NOT ENOUGH SPACE! I need real money. NO MORE SHOW! NO MORE "FOR THE STORY!" I am looking for a new girl now because it is actually killing me.
Street Names (How I discovered their name miraculously having to do with what was going on with me!)
{so far this is what happened right before or around the time that I came across this street as if it was responding to my mind that is usually done in a way that is a joke as if people are somehow laughing while they are sleeping in the past somewhere due to how entertaining my mind is while I am awake as other people seemingly use it to program their own brain or have something to follow so that they would be accepted or healthy?}
Los Angeles (Lost Angels once Amber stops eating bird and becomes someone I am willing to date as we would be making music together with the birds... the letter "t" means 'gifting or checking the time when not ready' while the letter 'e' is best said as wondering beyond the origin of thought coming from the next belt of Orion.
I went on a drive while looking for a place to play outside with my guitar for a crowd as I practice every night getting ready for the real thing and what I witnessed was a complete miracle as every street magically responded to me... it is funny how I know that people will assume that I am making this up or lying until they actually witness this always happening to me while I stream or simply spend some time near me in real life to see this always coming true.
The streets are letting me know that I am SAFE and that they will help me take a stand for myself as an American citizen who has freedom of expression that is protected... grateful for the help constantly found and the messages everywhere..
Knowing the word "glen" has meant 'performing or singing and making music' I was headed to Beverly Glen to practice and was headed on random streets towards what I thought was the right direction when I became somewhat lost... because of taking a right turn on Laurel Cyn.. which seemed to be trying to convince me to remind me how much women (or men even?) wanted me and were willing to pay me or help me out as I was out of money for the next week thanks to having my car towed recently. I knew that the word 'cyn' has meant heading towards the line between good and evil that might be pre-martial relations or a sexual encounter without being married thanks to the last name of Amber Flynn and while driving around the Netflix logo has a funny way of making jokes about the line between good and evil being the letter 'Y' and this ominous letter 'N' that might end my interest in her completely because of not wanting to be with an "easy" person or "slut" of any kind.
There is something to understand regarding Beverly Hills and what is actually means to our subconscious minds thanks to sharing captured light and sound with all of the audience that our television or whatever has responded to... the girl that I was having romantic dreams about looks similar to the fictional character Counsellor Deanna Troi played by Marina Sirtis who is known as Palm Bee on Twitch.tv really made me thinking when I glanced at the map in San Diego after I had witnessed the street names responding to me everywhere I was before that. I was reminded that as a child I was extremely picky on what my mate would look like and all of the actresses that I would "use" as a mermaid in my mind while waiting to find actual love looked similar to her. The Convention Center where Twitchcon was being held at was next to Marina St. and because of this I was reminded of something that I said to someone at the goth club while growing up in Salt Lake City, Utah. She looked a lot like Doctor Beverly Crusher played by Gates McFadden. This person is married with a husband and they have an open relationship so the letter 'B' representing the number 2 along with the name 'Eve' caught my eye more than usual. Also, the last name is responding to me just like all names are as you can see the word "add" right before "en" that is asking when using the 'language of Adam' something about making love or eating food. The letter 'e' asking a question beyond the origin of thought coming from the belt of Orion or the plate of food and the letter 'n' being a lifting snake that represents eating food or the act of loving a person.
So, I was completely out of money just wanting to earn a small amount to go out when I came across Kirkwood with the timing of thoughts suggesting that I simply ask people for spare change that would have been something Kurt Cobain would have done? I am a bit too prideful to do this maybe but practicing among a crowd with my guitar case open is not as embarrassing so I kept going on to find this "glen" area that was obviously calling me for some reason I had yet to discover.
Willow Glen was the next street that I came across so I took it but did not exactly find anywhere that I could play my music for a crowd but I found the reason this name was found because of a certain spot that would be absolutely perfect for parking my car late at night away from all noises overlooking the beautiful valley allowing me to record some of the most quiet and best guitar samples for making my songs far away from the noises of cars or people of any kind. This spot is found while driving on this road everyone would notice and possibly be tempted to stop just to look around at how beautiful and quiet everything is?!
I kept going and came cross a fork so had to pick between options where the word containing the letters beginning with "Herm-" would obviously be the WRONG CHOICE as that might be 'tied to an ER' while the letter 'M' means to move out of harm's way.
Hermes - the street that I did not follow... although it was seemingly reminding me how I would always be flashed by women at the hospital or they would talk dirty to me while doing things they knew was out of line as I would go there out of pure boredom because of being upset or having nothing better to do!? Every stay at a hospital most especially for "mental health" reasons gave me such encounters where it felt like women were constantly trying to find a way to get me in a corner somewhere to have their way with me, including the staff.
While driving along Apollo I realized that the timing of everything was promising to help me against jealous men or whatever since I was always true and not encouraging anyone to cheat anywhere... this would happen from hearing the sound of the radio or television synchronized to thoughts that I would have and then I faced Hercules Street while completely lost so I knew to GO DOWN because of 'his' weakness (the heel? kidding). I used to think that the Archilles Heel was actually the Hercules Heel while growing up. Downhill I kept going and then came across Jupiter Street so knew not to go down that way because it meant in my mind the end of the world is my scientific theory was true regarding whether an object in space that exists in time shows what it has become when it has changed into a different object completely like Mars being Earth in the future when absolutely everything down to the very atom had been changed into something else entirely. Jupiter has only one Moon with life on it so it has represented an abortion in the subconscious minds of people everywhere when it comes up with songs especially. This could also mean that maybe someone extremely old lived on this street since I would know what to say for waking the person up to the best chances of an actual afterlife thanks to what might be real due to Earth actually being Jupiter in the very distant future along with heaven actually being another word for the north? I have already thought of what would be the "best trip" to give another.
Beverly Hills - because of a certain 'goth married couple with an open relationship who looks like Doctor Beverly Crusher' this means having TWO partners?! While driving around town whenever you come across billboards or signs everywhere they are always seemingly making jokes and references to this that only I would understand until now because it has been shared here! While driving down the main strip I felt like the center of the universe as the whole thing was responding as if it came out of my mind in a way that was making me the best while asking me to stay for making it better. What I experienced was a complete miracle!
While cruising down Sunset in the richest part of Hollywood I stopped to take a note in my pad when coming across every street because of what happened and how it had to do with what I was doing. The word Sunset is like asking me which lucky girl would be one that might get a scented cut of fabric from me that I keep around my neck ready to give out.
For a moment I thought that I heard Amber's voice tell me that she wished she was with me so that she would be able to feel like the top of the world as well while witnessing everything responding to me...
Roxbury - seemingly warning me not to "discover the secrets of stars" as a billboard nearby read "It's Not Even Halloween and Olivia Rodrigo is Slaying Vampires" and I started to get visits from seemingly people admitting to me that they will lie and pretend to be single if I am met, etc. Something that seems to be possibly happening everywhere that I go as people keep witnessing miracles surrounding me constantly?
Sweetzer - warned me about how a jealous man would try to get me locked up in an ER for being crazy somehow?
Alta Loma - As I came across this everything was queued for me to "get off of Amber" while reminding me of the "embarrassing reasons or ways she could be used against me that might make me look bad" (like a recent clip of her making a joke about 'Plan Bee' and birth control) . .. then it seemed like I was having a schizophrenic attack almost as her voice was almost heard telling me that she did that to hurt me because decided to stop watching her and to move on although I still need to make sure that I talk to her because of what happened regarding what might be the birds or insects trying to kill us? It is just to understand more of HOW IT WAS POSSIBLE that she did what she did to me and wanting to know if its SAFE to do something like use pictures or videos? It was as if she knew the absolute most hurtful thing that she could possibly do so she did it just like my ex-girlfriend did in a way that actually made me dry heave from feeling grossed out. The letters "ta" originally came from discovering 'Forkgirl' before Amber as her name is Taylor which has been a reminder to me how much I hate it when people use those letters to represent "tits and ass" . .. because of how it is shallow and it reminds me of how I hate them for saying "I will give you my pussy" under their breath which happens to me often whenever I go on somewhere like Twitch. When I have certain thoughts they will do this to me and then right afterward when this happens if you ever watch any of them you will notice how they seem to apologize and maybe say something about how they hate themselves for saying that to me? Or they will say, "get off of me!" while reminding me how much I hate doing it to myself because I will do the same thing in the way of saying things like "stupid" because I have no better word to use in place of "does not know"!? Surely, I could have said something else? This is something that I will say a lot when a person measures what is being said by my subconscious mind under my breath while talking. I was grateful as I fixed everything in my memory that I knew of Palm Bee so that she would not be remembered as a whore while women in the distance were seemingly helping me to do this by saying certain things in response to my thoughts for helping my "program" so that I would not accidentally remember her doing something that I was disgusted by while watching her stream around the richest crowd or whatever? This moment was used to fix everything in my memory to program it for more "family friendly thoughts" while at the same time people were seemingly asking me to be a man-whore as my eyes rested upon Patrick TA as I thought of who would have been the Captain of the Starship Enterprise in my favorite Star Trek branch being the Next Generation. If I were to try to find Amber I would know that she was staying at Kyootbot's house who has a P.O. Box at streets Owensmouth and Devonshire. Both of them being well known people in Portland's goth scene, one of being the main person who built it up during the past dozen years or so? My ex-girlfriend told me something about Devon that would really make him angry if I spread it around so it is funny seeing the words SH and ire following his name (he actually goes by a woman's name and is a transgender proficient with computers). Because of needing money the reminder is constantly there that I would get it immediately if I stopped being so picky and impossible. There is funny looking character that looks like a point below what might be someone's behind next to those words found on the building... get the point? There is no way that I will ever let a man kiss me or get close in that way! I have made it almost impossible for most women as well? Especially the "vegan" thing... but still they will try and give me the most romantic experience honestly so I feel very grateful in a way that wants to thank the person for doing it for me since I know it might be impossible for them to do it for more than one person so knowing that I was their lucky chosen number ONE is a really big deal! They always synchronize how I need to do more in taking a stand for myself against those who have had a problem with me. Many people have come to me where I go to sleep to warn me about Mark who made Facebook as they have done things they normally would have never done out of fear of what he might do to them as he was doing things that were extremely despicable to me constantly so did not want him to do the same thing to them.
The street names and advertisements found absolutely all over have been asking me to take a stand for myself to face him for what he did to me... my ex-girlfriend possibly tried to cut me out of the Portland's goth scene out of fear that I could be poisoned hinting that my fear regarding Yoshi who died could be very real since all of the most beautiful women wanted to be with me and might turn down everyone else for an opportunity. This is where I am targeted as a woman in the song by the Flaming Lips YoshiME Battles Pink Robots as I am warned that some of these people would want to do things like put fentanyl in one of my vitamins and make it look like a suicide over what happened with Palm Bee.
Always, things go towards Mark who was stalking me online making threats to me for some reason? He must have been witnessing some of what Kathleen did when it come to making up lies about me to get money from her Mother among other things. I have made a post sharing a song by Death In June so could have been targeted as a Nazi? Sad fact was that the first time that I heard them a girl with a crush made a mixtape for me and my friend who could be Jewish was assuring me that they were not racist and at their concert bothered by the Nazi who were very rude and kind of took over their concert during their tour that were doing things like going up on the stage to grab the microphone for saying "hail Hitler!" without asking or anything. World War II was real and many people were victims including those who lost family members that served and did what was expected of them. Unfortunately, some people have been doing things to me so bad that it might be like giving out ammo to such a party because of being a racist Jew targeting me as a Scandinavian while doing things constantly to make things harder for me to succeed while cutting me off from the world as if trying to kill me? Mark had contacted me on Discord making threats telling me that "it was a family thing"!? What ANYONE had against me was beyond me!? In my mind Jews would be cheering for me if they knew what I had gone through or the reasons that I was getting help through disability. The street names everywhere kept warning me about him being a psycho who was helping the locust who loved him for "eating bird" as they favor Jews? I was constantly being threatened and forced to listen to the locust at night time do things like chant how they were going to find ways to make me Jesus Christ and someone was going to kidnap and torture me to stick a needle in my eye among other things? All for being angry at doing what I did to make the birds friendly because when they introduced themselves to me they were being racist and hateful doing things such as calling my friend a faggot for smoking a cigarette. I started making what I called "flow" music to fix the sound of them and it really worked! They stopped calling people names and started to help me try to convince them to stop eating bird through guilt-trips instead of name calling. This was what inspired me to start the website 'Tweeting 20s' for people to report where the insects "Faeries" or birds were being evil as they are supposed to be saying sweet kind things like "tweet tweet" instead of racist hateful things for the cuckoo clan? It has been working great and I was able to change their sound all over the entire city of Portland they proved to me while I was there! As if I am supposed to stop to check how a person views the world politically or whatever while listening to something beautiful. I have my own memories that is a way or loving myself and I will listen to whatever I want to. I am not homosexual but love the Violent Femmes, etc. Do I have to support weed to enjoy Reggae? Honestly, it would not surprise me how much Mark might actually agree with many things that come from 'Anti-Semitism' or whatever? Does he go to Church every Sunday?
I made this song to the birds asking them to back off of us as it was a bit too much to take... but I sure loved playing the guitar for them and making the songs found in the latest "Tweeting on the Line and in Motion, Phase I" . ... Mark from Facebook I predict will do whatever he can to prove that he does not know of me so that he is not caught but it would be easily forgiven and understood since it was the locust sending him thoughts. By ignoring me it only makes him appear to be guilty. Right now I am unable to use Facebook at all for reaching out to other people. For too long I have been afraid of using it assuming that he will block me from being able to contact another person while coming up with whatever reason I give him while spying on me and stalking me to the point of a concerned car technician potentially breaking my car and destroying the GPS tracker in it! It is important for him to do things like be ON MY SIDE because we are sharing gravity with people such as Henry Ford and his using me to create the "anti-Christ" or whatever to give me problems is not good for those sharing gravity with us who might feel completely betrayed while losing all faith. It is important to be HONEST most especially when it is war as people being kidnapped and tortured IS A REAL THING while I have had continuous dreams of his threatening to kill me while Trump was hoping this would happen while making it look like him! I am thankful that in the ways that I have been able to "see the future" it has been clear that I will be safe and justice will come or this billionaire psycho will wake up and be good to me where he has previously only targeted me like a jealous racist man always getting bugged by the locusts because of women capable of turning down money for love or whatever when he is a married man. He has probably done things such as pay people to go along with giving me what I "asked for with my mind" on the other side so that he could laugh about how fake it always was or whatever else worked FOR THE LOCUST so that I would turn a gun on myself in some way because of wanting to mess up the birds somehow who eat them.
One of my favorite goth bands growing up made this "flow" music that had the birds showing how mean they were being... I think he may have taken it down due to a person going postal at the end of his tour killing many innocent people.. what I have done has made them nice on side of things and they probably did this for him as well but what gives us thought is dangerous and with more help I know everyone in the country would stop doing things such as "going postal" and I also am confident that the wars being fought now would have stopped by now should I have had more power a dozen years ago or maybe even during the past few years?
So, I kept going... I try not to think about Mark but I am forced to because of the problems that he has continually caused me because right now I need the help from other people but trusted using Facebook as the only source for connecting with others for too long and now after witnessing several people unable to look me up or my being unable to look up other people how am I to use it or reach anyone out there? I would not be in the situation that I am in right now. I would not have slept on the streets outside where I have been witnessing people being named in a way that is asking for my help coming from their parents! Even with the amount of money that I have because of the gift of knowledge I am able to give or provide with what should be a pre-death funeral in the future.
While worried about what others would do while calling me something like a King I came across the street London Derry... so I guess the letter 'y' would be having such a concern since I am an American? Makes sense.. it is capable of bugging people, some more than others. The streets of Los Angeles keep warning me of a certain individual like every other place in my country again and again so that I would take a stand and do something more about it.
Glendale - Amberglen Park Way goes to Glendale to find Adam's Road, Adam's Square, and Adam's Hill. While working there and checking out the streets or locations Palm Bee started to stream Silent Hill as if she knew, as usual. The word 'Glen' because of Amber would mean 'guiding what works for scoring with a woman' and describes what I have been doing quite perfectly as I have been very bothered by what would be men constantly trying to buy a date or whatever because of her being found on Twitch. Right after I shared concerns about her doing this she was contacted by someone in California and moved in with her who constantly streams 'online dating' with various guests found online so I worry that someone would be so despicable as to try and ruin everything for me and my documentary or whatever for the most romantic story in the world by turning her into someone that I would not want to have even one date with? For all I know she is waiting for me while another has been paying her to ignore me or send me away. This is actually a bit more possible than I would like to admit and then there is her friend that went there going by the name 'Enemy Charlie'?!? Is this because I mentioned on my Facebook how my Father bought whores during his stay in Vietnam as a Marine? Right now there is a fake profile on Facebook that shows him on the other side of the phone as a selfish billionaire convinced that I was a "Nazi" or something like that completely surrounded me funding people to do things both one step ahead and behind me? I would love it if he would stop giving them ammo from doing things such as this to my family. My Dad was probably doing something like trying to feel like he was 18 again since he is constantly losing his closest friends and family. He just lost his sister and best friend is in his death bed. I have been worried that he would have a heart attack to the point of almost having one myself from not knowing what was going on and things happening such as a fire near our home where the cops that showed up I called told me that there was no fire. I believe that this was done to "win an election against Trump" or something along those lines since everything that I was doing was being watched by this man.
Eagle Rock - while staying here for a couple week a year ago I was talking to the birds outside when Finchy expressed how it would be nice to be able to satisfy herself sexually somehow without having babies... because the drive will be there but she does not want to have to take care of them right now.. so this went into a very comical discussion about using a beak against the feathers and skin or maybe just using a rock then I realized that I was located in Eagle Rock so it was like cowboys were laughing in their sleep somewhere in the past?
Chickasaw - this was where the conversation with Finchy happened so I am guessing that the rock did not love her back... actually last night I saw what looked like a beautiful girl sitting down with maybe a diary hard at work against a wall by herself so when I got to my destination I thought that I should turn around and then go offer her a ride somewhere then as I was saying, "where did that chick go?" I realized where I was... its funny how sometimes I do not get the full meaning of a street or any of it until later in my life.. the same thing works with a picture if it is not responding for you or whatever when you first come across it?
Melrose St. - I was thinking about doing something illegal that would include running a red light to turn left because of being sick of waiting when the name of the street stopped me since it started with an 'm' that means getting out of harm's way by moving... during this long wait I also came up with several ideas that I wrote down during this long wait which made the letter 'L' part of this name while asking me if it was anything that I put into my body that made people more aware of me? From what I can tell, something such as "getting a crown of feathers" as the ancients would put it might be possible from multitasking or working out the brain more than other people until a person learns to "send" for others much like maybe a dolphin or a whale? Omega oils may help the brain do this more that what might be found in the middle of Africa that partially came up with the curse word because of not having any fish in Niger? Such foods as fish or flax seeds would be the letter 'd' when compared to other foods as it usually means "passing something along that is the best or better" or maybe the most fresh?
Highland St. - where this meets Melrose I was thinking about how it might be dangerous to do something like "self medicate" what might be adderall or an "upper" thanks to what seems to be other people aware that they are picking up on whatever I am thinking about... the letter 'h' is suggesting that someone uses the letter 'g' in it because of the way the ankh would be carried so that it is not illegal or my life would not be at risk for whatever reason whether it be superstitious or from disobeying or being a bad influence on others? I am very surprised that because of children possibly aware of what I am doing that no one has bothered to contact me or help out by giving me a generous donation while having a doctor contact me so that I am never doing anything that I am not supposed to do. By being "illegal" it does help out other people to ignore me or refuse to help me out most especially if I would be compared to "Raistlin" since the Mormon Church President would become "the Kingpriest of IStar" since I used to use heroin that was made as a less addictive drug for soldiers who were injured during the war. They have been trying to make sure that I am "bad" in some way all of my life so that they would have something to "win" with when it came to being compared to other Christians. It was always Mormons that talked me into using drugs for my first time who were much older than me. Hopefully, I will never burst out in anger in the future in front of many people while sharing everywhere thanks to remembering what they did to me but since I feel like I have never been helped as much as hindered this might happen? I know that if I had more power a long time ago there would NOT be fighting right now in other countries or people dying as much as they did during Covid. This is a FACT that I will believe and carry to my grave. There is no way that Muslims or Russians or whoever else would refuse to follow or obey what would be definitely coming from their ancestors that would be timing things for them to wake up and "say hello" . .. as the future contains Archaelogists that witness how Archaelogy responds to him or her while coming across ancient artifacts like I already have! Yes, this has happened and a certain LDS Mental Health hospital has the proof that this is real because of showing me on camera come across a certain magazine with green dread locks as I came across a Phoenician mask showing this same exact look! Green dread locks going down the cheeks just like I had at the time during my stay there. Being Scandinavian, of course I would be related in there somewhere... that is where they came up with the snakes appearing on the boats in a way..
Merlot St. - this street was used by me more than any other street in California? Besides Caspar where I usually park... it is warning me that staying in this area for too long may bring me to the ER checked in as a crazy person if I am not careful? If I were to take advantage of the free services provided here maybe? The letter 'M' is to move out of harm's way and where it appears is important like in the name Amber is she is bothered because of my being close (caring) than I had better move away and also there might be the warning that she might be foolish enough to go along with another man's laugh as he is scared of being discovered because of where his name and echo brings people with some kind of agreement that I should be brought to a hospital for being crazy? I would have expected that probably already happened because they did not have the patience to watch around two hours of video that I had made showing proof of miraculous discoveries and without doing this the rest of the email or what was shared coming from me would have possibly not made any sense or made me appear crazy since I was talking to someone "who already knew what I had no time to explain" . .. I am not hearing voices and know the cure to schizophrenia but if I go without sleep I may right before going to bed just a little bit. I have heard a woman's voice barely audible asking me not to check out other women when it happens but I doubt it would last long if I ignored it and went that route? I am not using drugs and am in no risk of hurting myself or others and would leave if simply asked. I clean up everywhere that I spend time and am constantly working on something. What is found in my history regarding "mental health treatment" I am definitely going to sue and win from having to go through some of it against my will. For example, while having an allergic reaction to mango I ran to the neighbors frantically trying to get some Benadryl before hives broke out (ironically the name of someone that made me yell out something to the neighbors at one point because of the way they were seemingly changing the name of their wifi to 'make threats towards my friend Ben' who I was tripping about since his older brother had once came over and maced him for not going to Church with him and then the store closest to us just happens to be called Macey's?). At this hospital the birds found me and were outside protesting my release while calling me their angel as I was making music with them at home and had several recordings showing PROOF that this was real. This did not make the doctor respond well and they held me for being mentally ill which I plan on suing them for because of many other reasons. During this stay the Mormon Temple was damaged from an earthquake so thanks to gravity bending time and the streets being named after whatever is going on with me I am forced to consider if the placement of their temple was to let them know that it is really HIM (Brigham Young who I have called "Tubby" since he is always in a tub seemingly?) who has come to me while sleeping or whatever in the past? Joseph Smith already has given me what I have asked for with my mind on the other side of what was left behind PROVING WITH SCIENCE that it was actually him. I have written their Church and have not been contacted at all while I have tried to warn them how it does not look good to ignore me. Could it be that it is happening because they somehow know that I am NOT anyone's opportunity to have more than one wife or the right to touch another's from being more special? Someone should prove that this is wrong or it will never look good as I have lived and everything I have shared is easily proven much faster in person. Only those found on the other end of a computer or something might doubt some of the things that I have been sharing as being real. The Mormon Church president has seemingly been synchronized as the ignorant Kingpriest of "IsTAR" if I would be Raistlin because I used to use illegal drugs. Such a shame that I have not been able to work with them for the very obvious reasons that would involve saving their members like the girl who seemingly inspired the name of a fantasy race (the Kender)? What was known about them seemed to be coming from the author asking me to forgive her or better understand more about what was going on might be more real? Have I used anything during the last year? I definitely would not have if someone out there cared enough to simply have a DOCTOR contact me. Anything I might want could definitely be found coming from a doctor but would I have to follow the instructions to take it every day? I actually would not want to but Adderall ONCE IN AWHILE would be most helpful. I guess it does help him come up with excuses to ignore me and maybe helps me in some ways since the "illegals" may be less likely to target me as someone they should be worried about? Mark from Facebook loves to think that its possible to do things to me while pretending to be him because of wanting me to sue him. I am thankful that I found that most streets or names of locations say the opposite of anything that might make me out to be "someone crazy or to worry about" but it was necessary for me to know that I should not be hanging around doing anything illegal while freeloading from a library to use their wifi... no playing video games or whatever like anyone else found there.. my stay there was for too long. I need to find a place to live or be on my way if I am living out of my car but things came up such as sudden charges and my car being towed that made me have to do things such as wait for a week or two when it came to being able to spend money again.
Caspar St. - seemingly showing me by realizing how the word "gas" and "car" would be found in it how many times I am able to drive to the club without having to refill my gas tank? The typical golf course has 3-5 Par so would this mean that I am able to drive there 3-5 times? Depending on if I GET LOST AGAIN or not? The last time that I went I totally somehow went the wrong way which seems kind of impossible but somehow happened... without a phone and GPS it can be easy to get lost because of being used to having one.. must realize that we used to actually KNOW and NEED INSTRUCTIONS to go places in the past before phones. On this street I am able to park my car for a full week without having to move it so it saves on gas money and there is a library on it. It is true that after my death I might be thought of as 'Casper the Friendly Ghost' since I spent most of my time on this street and because I am teaching others how to let go of other "ghosts" that might be found in history with layers of respect or whatever instead of the careless way we have been sharing things lately. Even if I live past 137 my ghost will still always come from when I had actually lived. The letter 'e' replacing the letter 'a' would mean "we care about you" but also it would mean "do not be thinking about anything bad around the children" . .. as I usually only allow myself to have "Disney" thoughts during the day time while around them sometimes it seems like the grasshoppers or crickets win as they are constantly trying to send timed thoughts to bug me or others around me. Usually its by having a girl like me at the same time that they try and make a guy jealous and THIS DOES NOT STOP HAPPENING NO MATTER WHAT!?
Lexington - sharing what this street means actually may endanger the life of a certain individual... and maybe by making him out to be a "bad guy" it saves his life even more when he is actually NOT bad but owns a very important company and likely has "thugs" that are using his service RIGHT NOW that would be found or busted who might be serial killers or real disgusting problem "robots" to put in handcuffs for 'Superman' or whatever. This is why I will not mention his identity here but this street would mention a "villain" of Superman's that has thugs using his service that a certain person who made comic books awaits the billionaire to read his stuff with certain timing so that these people ARE CAUGHT! Some of them might be trying to serve the cockroaches or whatever? Already may have a place or way to dispose of someone who has been targeted as a threat. Would I be warning the baddies more than the guy who is going to catch them by sharing this here? Possibly. What was previously shared regarding discoveries that I have made cannot be stopped from anything that I do from being spread everywhere as far as I know!? Lex in 'guiding' ton when it comes to BUG SPRAY or whatever to save the citizens of California if we actually become fed up with the crickets and cockroaches that will not stop trying to turn us against one another until a gun fight happens or whatever works? They are always sending us timed thoughts and it is possible that humanity was wiped out so in this location in the distant future they are found absolutely everywhere so every THOUGHT we could possibly come up with anywhere actually comes from THEM in a way since they all lived only once just like us and moved for their own place or self or species just like everything else. It is like how a musician will compete with another musician without knowing it while asleep when one radio is put next to another while both songs are played at the same time. Bugs will do the same thing for themselves with the noises that they make making us think that they are aware of a lot more than they actually are because of the TIMING of their sounds and what is actually just their instinct saving them by some MIRACLE. They may not be aware that they are doing this consciously AT ALL outside of simply trying to attract a mate or whatever? Unfortunately, a person witnessing this might be listening to a "Faerie" communicate with him or her promising to "grant wishes" or whatever? This name would also mean marking people when they have been bad for some reason that is getting ready to reward the person for being good possibly? Because of the way that the ankh would carry the letter 'n' that is the act of eating food or making love with a person.
I was trying to find my way to a whole foods market hoping to find something similar to the setup in Portland without my phone or GPS so I was lost and asked an "AD" on the sidewalk if it was okay with my mind to ask something larger for something like directions since everything was seemingly responding impossibly to my mind as if communicating with me in a way that was a joke as the name would have to do with what was going on with me...
I came up on an intersection when I heard the mind of a black man threatening any white man as I saw the word 'Normandie St.' while the 'N' and 'M' was missing... together would become "loving & moving" and then I had the thought of myself living well into old age, of course! Right as I came across Harold St. like it was funny to someone.
At the intersection for Melrose & Cahuenga some cars crashed suddenly and pulled over to the side where a beautiful woman came out of each one that I gave my information to because of seeing the street name 'Cahuenga' as "following caring trading hungering ?wondering loving guiding cared" along with the other word being too perfect for suggesting that I give them my info to contact me regarding my work that would help them as it dawned on me that the information found on my website might have been worth getting into that accident for them!?
Larrabee & Palm St. I came across right after thinking of all the work that I am doing to share this story that fits so well with the word 'Larrabee' that seemed to have everything responding to my mind in a way that tried to give other women a chance with Palm St. should things not work out between me and Palm Bee while reminding me that I had to really care about her direction (the meaning of the letters ARRA together)...
While at the Library parked at the streets June & Warring I found two smashed yellow caps seemingly left for me to find at my car door... so the Death in June song came to mind mentioning "yellow land" that is heard at goth clubs often called "Calling" . .. while here it seemed that the crickets would not stop trying to get me to be bugged by blacks while they would be bugged by me and it seemed like the band I was thinking about came to me and joked about how the war might be won by a woman president making a call that we were at war with crickets? It took some time but I was able to get them buzzing to save me yet again but once I got into that car and moved to a new location they were likely back to trying to kill me?
Without a GPS I was "lost" one night and found myself at:
Crafton St.
Acacia
Sherman
Bell + Alamo
Wilcox
Lockwood - when I was lost it was the one to follow...
Kenmore - right after people told me that I was a jerk for saving myself for Amber and I could see a girl's cleavage
Cherokee - right when I discovered that someone stole my medication from my car so I am dope sick as the urgent care is not willing to replace it like they would in absolutely every other state or city (hospital) that I have visited with the same exact problem. This yet again woke me up to the name Amber being the "cure" making her the hero since there are the letters "ER" in her name and together it may mean that "she is the one who is the better cure for what was needed at the ER whether it was not able to sleep from stress, schizophrenic attack (they go away from cleaning East of my location while staying active or least have since I started doing that outside of when I accept being with another woman in my mind), or not being able to get suboxone as honestly it would not be so bad since my sex drive goes into FULL as my senses return completely but I do think that I absolutely need to keep taking it for as long as it is needed for solid waste or blood pressure that is not dangerously high.
Las Palmas - this is located right next to where I wanted to meet Palm Bee so it would be beautiful to make a song for meeting her here before clubbing together as she may be my heroine key at Cherokee St.
San Diego
Kensington
Portland, Oregon
Amberwood Dr. was not found
Utah
Sunflower Dr. - "Heavenly" home where my parents were together and all of my neighbors had beautiful homes, some famous artists, that had a river winding around all of them,... out in the mountains with nothing but nature behind us about a half an hour away from the airport.. We were so lucky to have such beautiful parents who both would be singing to us at night time to tuck us in who took turns at it so each of us always had either Mom or Dad singing with butterfly kisses or telling stories. Both of them had a great voice and were not like others when it came to going out in the sunlight and right now the both of them barely have any wrinkles in their 70s and look maybe a dozen years younger than others their age sometimes. .. This could be partially due to not going out in the sun as much and having odd hours. My Mother used to put our urine in the sunlight to see if it would change color following doctors orders who wrote her about hereditary coproporphyria because of how rare it was and our grandfather having it. My Dad often worked graveyard shifts or had the habit of staying up late while my Mom ate sunflower seeds constantly with very unusual hours thanks to flying as a stewardess and having jet lag from long trip overseas in other countries. Both of them watched a lot more television than other people probably and may not have been very social compared to other people when it comes to getting involved in the community as we were living there for her job working for Delta Airlines as some of the only non-Mormon folks found anywhere.
Somerset Way - What is significant here is that I brought an Arabic man once from the streets during the winter time because he did not have any shoes on so the letter "r" being a 'heading' reminds me of an acid trip that I had with my best friend where I started at a silver bowl to hypnotize myself not to ever do drugs again in my lifetime... unfortunately, I was very YOUNG so this did not happen until much later.. what is funny is that I knew nothing about Muslims against gay people and used to wear makeup often but during that night I did not since it was typically for going dancing with women as I was not homosexual and did it for getting positive attention from the goth crowd. I remember that night he asked me if I had any porn but I gave him a weird look and told him that we had only Disney movies (which was true at the time...). In this house, my Mother was always at work in other countries usually, probably hiding her REAL party life from us since we were her children who were not supposed to be doing anything bad. Our neighbors seemed to use this place as a sanctuary to escape their Mormon families as the rebellious ones were typically called "Jack-Mormons" which might be due to making an embarrassing mistake as a child so the person might be trying to do things to forget the incident such as drink alcohol or smoke weed as playing with themselves would be much better than what might be sexual abuse found somewhere or just something that never happened? I grew up living with my best friends who often would spend the night with me even on school days as parents would be away and they were old enough to save them some money? Usually almost four years older than me and part of the reason maybe that I moved out to get a place at only fifteen? I was a "cool kid" at school from being rebellious or using the "shock" factor since it was the most conservative city to live in. When I moved out gutter punks moved in with my youngest sister who would do nothing but sew clothing while high on drugs in the eyes of others? The neighbors were used to seeing "scary" people always coming and going from our house at all odd hours and since young children the neighbors were not allowed to play with us due to the Mormon thing but my siblings were all extremely nice hardworking people that people would develop a crush for all over? Thinking back, many of the people honestly were a lot more interesting than anyone you might find ANYWHERE? The name of this street might be teasing me for the amount of time we would all spend in the mirror MORE THAN OTHER PEOPLE before going out anywhere like many of our guests? This obsession likely came from our Father who was a bodybuilder but became something more artistic thanks to the goth scene being so much larger than other cities in the country. The "goth scene" in Salt Lake City during the 80s and 90s had many people who were embarrassed of their country so they would favor anything from overseas as one of the major airports is found there and outside of that unless a person was Mormon there may not have been much a reason for being there other than the very low cost of living and very fun people who are typically much nicer than most places? People did not do things like "cuss" around my friends and made up our own words that sounded similar as that language we would make fun of and compare it to "butt hair and beer" talk... for example "some beach" might replace "son of a bitch" or "shlit" & "shizzle" definitely replaced "shit" since that word might smell like gross sweat in our minds . .. found among those parties where there were twelve guys to every girl and no one ever dances or makes their own things!? Many "rules" we would follow or make new ones as trends I guess I have come to realize now but never noticed before starting with stuff my Dad would make up that was somehow very contagious around the neighbor kids maybe because he was very good looking and someone a person would want to warm up to with a great personality or sense of humor that might be magnetic but mean, most especially since the internet came out and he has been more political maybe? He never did things like listen to political radio much before until after 2000s. Whenever people would introduce pets to him he would habitually call them things that would stick to them forever because they would be so much more fitting than the names originally given like "Chubster" replacing "Gabriel" for a cat or "Orange Baby" instead of something like "Tabitha" or whatever?
Denver St. - I lived here and rented this house starting as a teenager around the age of 17 but was kicked out due to the police calling our house because they wanted to know why I was getting envelopes of money from beautiful women from the mall maybe twice a week since my roommate was my manager who would have looked more guilty than he was for doing something that he did not do... while working at the parking lot a very long time ago my co-workers would steal money for drugs or themselves so I did not feel so bad about helping people park at work for cheaper as a middle man who worked at a company where seemingly everyone stole money but it was a huge mistake and not a good thing to do for anyone, of course. I was young and went to jail to pay the price for not obeying.
Las Vegas - the person who founded this "city" actually died from 'veganism' possibly as a mirage was chased out in the desert... this person would have possibly been witnessing much of what was coming from sharing gravity with others in the future.. the person may have been absolutely sure of being saved and getting lucky but then suddenly lost it all! The letter 't' added here would be for 'gifting' or checking the time if the gift is not ready while the letter 's' that is used for recording what enters the body for the dead sea scroll being replaced by the letter 'n' that is for eating food or loving a person like sexual intercourse makes the words "Last Vegan" and there are a few reasons for this.
The only time that I ever gambled in Vegas I had a fake ID and was just a teenager... so was too frightened to take things further but on my way to the car to get some water for my girlfriend I decided to get rid of the few coins that were in my pocket so I chose a machine and won a bucket! The slot machine shown a monkey that would jump to get the bananas. Thanks to this my stay actually paid for itself and during this time I was vegan so it might be possible to do this again for someone who wants a lucky card to play for their trip their or whatever? I know that the folks who made these games have wanted me to share my "secrets" with the masses because more people will play their game in hopes to win! The "last vegan" method would be something like a 'deal with bacteria' or maybe parasites living in the entrails so the person basically goes on the most strict diet while maybe taking something that kills parasites like 'zooiben' or something like that? While measuring the timing of thoughts a person might catch onto an unusual relationship with what might be living inside of us occasionally capable of sending timed thoughts. Bugs are thankful for this distraction and will use it to get our attention off of them but these thoughts ARE very real and will be there as it is possible that they are constantly linked to the bugs without them even knowing about it? For the sudden spread of what might be piles of corpses or bad bacteria that wants flesh of some type to consume with a hunger that is more real than everything somewhere a person wakes up to how short their lifespan may be compared to everything else? This is why something like this might be the end of the world as we know it as it does not really care about anything as much as other living creatures since the lifespan is so ridiculously short compared to what might be ours? Taking the path that might be killing all life on the planet would be the course it is worth taking for this very small bacteria or whatever since the amount of time it would take is very long as they are not worried about the end when its so many lifetimes or generations away! That might be the biggest threat our planet has ever faced since it is capable of sending us timed thoughts in order to spread colonies whether they be living in our entrails or eating our dead bodies. It would be a good idea to come up with a way that being 'pooed out of our system' is the best possible experience or expansion for its lifespan much more than we may be capable of thinking since it may always guide or thoughts from such directions out of the fear of extinction or our going on any DIEt. If a person were to measure their thoughts as a "vegan" that is maybe killing parasites like bacon or whatever it might be possible to "make a deal with them" so that they align those sharing gravity in the past to make sure that you win the next game that you play when your goal becomes "saving the colony of bad bacteria" or whatever?
Why would the letter 's' replace the letter 'n' though? Such a thing is not normally seen in other names found anywhere!? The reason for this comes from the dreams that people have been having about Las Vegas and the "holodeck" or what might be the way our society lives in the future where the people actually get a lot more than they do now if they bought a whore maybe but without actually making any REAL sexual contact. I have spent many hours thinking up what the future might hold that would replace something like prostitution because of actually being much better or more pleasurable. Plastic, sex toys that feel like the real thing, and virtual reality as well as maybe places where everyone present is "acting" and they may be participating in some type of "live roleplaying game" as the nerds would put it where it may be possible to "have a sexual encounter" with one of their favorite characters or something similar where the person's identity is not really found while the person meet finds pleasure perhaps greater than real sexual intercourse where the person was not actually touched so someone could have aids and it would make no real difference. People have been having dreams about this for some reason? I know that it is because of the direction that I have taken things which might be something everyone actually wants but has never been allowed to have... but the future actually having a way for someone to "get this out" without a person actually exchanging what would become a letter 's' since the human fluid exchange actually did not happen? The letter 's' is rarely used for measuring sex but it is there thanks to sexually transmitted diseases because just like something a person might be allergic to, it does matter WHAT WAS EATEN OR DRANK OR PUT INTO THE BODY AND WHEN IT HAPPENED! This makes up what used to be known as a dead sea scroll a mummy would be buried with that honestly should still be going on today but without any force, of course. Patient use of addition is much better than subtraction as well.
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Last night I went to a party where everyone's name had to do with what was going on at the time... Such a spiritual experience! It is always coming from their parents in a way that is asking for my help with introducing what will be something they remember for the rest of their lives once they catch up to who I actually am and what I am working on like the gifts made for everyone!
It was located at goWEr street (the letter 'r' is heading so it would be heading to the future that I am gratefully guiding to counter what is negative) and this location let me know how much Palm Bee would have moved to be there with me while the past week or two I have really been feeling like I have to become a success NOW before the mental health care goes any further absolutely destroying this poor girl's life from causing what it is treating from something called tolerance going up.
Michael WarnER that their entire mental health treatment center should be torn down or rebuilt completely because the doctors were all too dumb or unhealthy or I am not sure how anyone could possibly think any of that was okay but the year is 2024 so of course you understand as it will be vastly improved while people will be motivated to do this without money needed because of the high they get from discovering the letter 'r' although MY having money would have helped.
I will finally get money where I do not have to sell out for it and when I do they will be saved much more than they are now...
Do not think that it is possible for me to join a "Church" with anything secret other than what might be too embarrassing to share while the public should see where the money goes, thanks!
There will be another President of this country and Michael's faith that did not really have it like they might now that I gave them something such as their prophet responding to them but since it is recent history the current leaders now have not exactly gained what I was hoping was faith for them or whatever enough to obey the most simple common sense stuff before the locust control people with timed thoughts into the wrong direction in ways that try to kill me or my family any more...
Being in Utah they are kind of surrounded by insects sharing gravity and if humanity is gone than they would be giving us all of our thoughts now thanks to sharing gravity?
Palm Beach would have loved to come here with me... the way she would feel if she simply faced her fears and loved herself while knowing how fun and exciting it is driving around or doing anything with me.. witnessing the Street names and the music or anything on the television or whatever else responding in a way that is asking for something from me that may go towards their pre-death funeral I am designing as well as the celebration for the children so that crime is fixed within the next generation!
Using fabric rings and an ankh that are comfortable and there for a friend when one gets into trouble as the kid would be surprised by how much support he or she will get from timed education and gifting from students they once did crafts with or whatever?
Each person I witness with a name responding to me gets a letter 't' that is for gifting but they are not sure how to use them yet as I need financial assistance immediately to get things going NOW as people are not going to heaven after they die because I did not have more absolutely everywhere.
Right now my Dad is out there somewhere saying that I am in "LA La land" probably... I suggest that this land swarmed with Faerie magic absolutely everywhere.. accept a Faerie sanctuary somewhere along with a statue made every year to honor the strongest Cockroach who led his people furthest away! Also, the cricket God or Goddess is important as well. Having everything about us was ridiculously dangerous!
May I have some help now please? 🥺
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